Journal Entries, shadow work

Worthiness & Purpose Pursuit

After writing about LOML, I feel kind of melancholy realizing I'm capable of the love I was given by him in my own way, but unable to express it to the one person most deserving of receiving that from me. I know now that my expectations of this person being "the one" create the feeling… Continue reading Worthiness & Purpose Pursuit

Journal Entries

03.24.2017

I really enjoy observing and hearing from this man. That's a problem. Red flags are flapping and flying in abundance, but there's also much that has what seems like gravitational pull upon me. I hear the call of his shortcomings as much as his attributes and must consistently remind self to disregard expectations and attachments… Continue reading 03.24.2017