I am "crawling up the walls inside" again. There's a sense of restlessness that comes and goes in waves. I keep thinking to myself "There's something I need to do, I think, but what?" Even as I began writing about it, I had an epiphany. This is the urge to initiate. So many plans made, … Continue reading Very Necessary Reminders
Because anybody who enters now must catch my wave. I want to bring in a healthy, passionate, long-lasting lover into my life that grows me respects me, and sees me clearly. I want to invest in someone who also wants to be seen by me so we may relearn intimacy. Getting lost and found in … Continue reading To bring love to me I learn to love me.
I'm accepting the facts now about myself that I've uncovered for good and for bad. Responsibility for self is withing my power and potential and is the primary obstacle in pursuit of what I know is my purpose. Limiting the self allows one to go beyond limits externally. This is how discipline lends itself to … Continue reading Clarity Bleeding Through
Moments of unexpected clarity rush in more frequently now as I am open to change, dedicated to my own truth (its discovery and expression), and determined to learn from every person situation I encounter in this life. Taking note of moments of synchronicity seems to make them occur more often (it may be that experiencing … Continue reading Me, Myself, and Eye
I’m aware I really miss what I thought I saw. I invested in an illusion born of impatience, projected my desires onto someone w/similar issues to mine instead of becoming the person I truly desire to attract and accepting that energy when it presented itself… I failed in that too. It wasn’t yet my energy … Continue reading “Accountable”
We are sub-tweeting our families, friends, and lovers because we don't want to deal with the consequences of expressing our discontent or disagreement with their ideas and behavior, outlook or lifestyle. We ignore calls or partially answer questions. We lie by omission, withhold sex, and treat our children as bargaining tools.... When our actions toward others feel limited by our conditioning, when our understanding or sense of being understood, accepted, appreciated and valued come into question, how do our internal reactions, expectations, and thought processes determine the degree to which we authentically and directly express ourselves to others?
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