After writing about LOML, I feel kind of melancholy realizing I'm capable of the love I was given by him in my own way, but unable to express it to the one person most deserving of receiving that from me. I know now that my expectations of this person being "the one" create the feeling … Continue reading 9/28/17 Worthiness & Purpose Pursuit
So a 'friend' essentially stopped talking out of the blue without an explanation after being kind of testy beforehand. I asked for an explanation repeatedly and was ignored and when the person finally decided they wanted to communicate, addressing the maltreatment wasn't on their agenda. So now, there is no communication. Frankly, I don't expect … Continue reading 9/1/17 ‘Rolling in the Deep’
Lately, I'm beginning to get more clear on what I need for growth and fulfillment in all areas of life. I'm being forced to recognized and accept that while frustrating and often painful, releasing ideas, material things, and even some relationships that no longer feel oriented toward growth and healing is necessary. It's a learning … Continue reading 8/25/17 Releasing to Make Space for Receiving…
Part of the problem with new beginnings or starting over and rebuilding the self is using the past as one great reference point rather than a study session in a series of many.
I am not at all unclear about my failings in the visit to Pittsburgh, but aI almost feel it's for the best and it certainly taught me much about myself. I didn't embody or act on my own intentions to communicate openly and confidently what I did or didn't want or expect. A part of … Continue reading 8/8/17: Taking a Trip to Face the Shadow
"The greatest discovery of all time is that a person can change his future by merely changing his attitude." - Oprah Winfrey An abundant life is one that is balanced, where holistic healing and abundance is present. That means stability in all major areas of life. As this is my birthday season and a double … Continue reading New Moon in Leo 7/22-23: What is Abundance to Me?
...a series of shadow work journaling and stream of conscious (SOC) posts that I've neglected to edit/publish from the past 6 months or so. I'm not sure how many of my followers follow my personal journey and how many follow for the astrological and poetry content so I just thought I'd warn ya so you … Continue reading Warning… I’m about to vomit…