I had an epiphany while analyzing how adamant I was re:my decision to excommunicate the friend I recently visited and a few other seemingly close relationships that disintegrated because the were based on a function on a foundation of shared toxicity. What these situations have in common (because these people are very different in presentation … Continue reading 9/8/17 Awakening of the Inner Child
So a 'friend' essentially stopped talking out of the blue without an explanation after being kind of testy beforehand. I asked for an explanation repeatedly and was ignored and when the person finally decided they wanted to communicate, addressing the maltreatment wasn't on their agenda. So now, there is no communication. Frankly, I don't expect … Continue reading 9/1/17 ‘Rolling in the Deep’
What you disparage and dislike about yourselves is your egoic side, the part of you that judges, and then condemns what it judges. But that is always self-judgment, even if it is disguised by being projected out onto another whom you perceive as wrong, bad, or misbehaving by the standards that you have set for … Continue reading Saul: Knowing Yourselves is a Major Aspect of Your Awakening Process — Era of Light
When he’s seen your darkness and he still held you tight in his arms When screams and tears tore at his soul yet he stood tall with his shoulder over your trembling body and his voice contained When words of pain penetrated his being, but he received it with gentle calmness One knew they were […] … Continue reading When they’ve seen your darkness… — RAW PAGAN
Taken for granted, for silly, for surface, I recall old lessons hard learned and their determined resurgence nevermind depth or the sea of tears secretly wept simultaneously. We; me, he, and she profusely professing in silence and salt the truth of hearts hardened and healing halted. Drip drop stains on cheek bones we try so … Continue reading S.O.C. 9/13/17
Because anybody who enters now must catch my wave. I want to bring in a healthy, passionate, long-lasting lover into my life that grows me respects me, and sees me clearly. I want to invest in someone who also wants to be seen by me so we may relearn intimacy. Getting lost and found in … Continue reading To bring love to me I learn to love me.
https://youtu.be/1N5q0CI6L58 When you accept it fully and completely, your shadow can be your backbone and greatest ally.