Awakening of the Inner Child

I had an epiphany while analyzing how adamant I was re:my decision to excommunicate the friend I recently visited and a few other seemingly close relationships that disintegrated because the were based on a function on a foundation of shared toxicity.  What these situations have in common (because these people are very different in presentation … Continue reading Awakening of the Inner Child

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Wake up! Your gift is calling…

There have been many epiphanies lately in light of my reflection on self sabotage, participation in essentially dissatisfying connections, and hesitancy when it comes to wholeheartedly pursuing my passions.  I realize that a lot of these issues and behaviors are from a toxic and internalized belief that was re-iterated to me often as a child … Continue reading Wake up! Your gift is calling…

freewrite: power struggle

Sometimes, it breathes in me, barely concealed disconnection from the body, expanding with my inhales, blatantly tempting other with each release word written wasted, every feeling hardly harnessed proof of both my hell and of humanity How must I explain the ineffable experience of my own unbridled power, the intrinsic order of human limitlessness? …and the opposite, … Continue reading freewrite: power struggle

I am a soul resisting light,…

sunburnt blisters on my surface, lying desolate in the tail winds of incessant regret as pustules of broken dreams fertilize these sprouts; wildflowers growing through holes in my consciousness, permeating my heart with this rage, chafing raw the sensual glow of flesh as it bleeds disdain to replace the longing for hindsights that manifest themselves … Continue reading I am a soul resisting light,…

She’ a dark music, rhythm full of soul and think. Hers is syncopated real. Flesh dance like shivers, heart jiving to a hopscotch joint lasting her ‘til dawn. Black deep like cosmos, pride thicker than spinning wool, fear sharp as her tongue… A razor’ cutting edge, she is like man in pursuit of his prize. She is … Continue reading