And I must say that for me, its both productive and meditative. I have tried coloring mandalas (which I enjoy, but don't do enough to make a notable difference). I have fought a pretty constant struggle with self-discipline, financial responsibility, and self motivation in all areas of life. A lot of these issues stem from a journey to … Continue reading So I’ve Been Bullet Journaling…
This week, we are faced with strong grounding energy. The Sun Venus and Pluto in Capricorn are joined by Mercury as it comes out of its retrograde shadow period to add to the powerful sextile energy these 3 planetary bodies are making with Mars and Jupiter in the sign of Scorpio ruler of death (of … Continue reading AstreauxBytch – Weekly Tarot Forecast 1/8 – 1/14/18
Part of the problem with new beginnings or starting over and rebuilding the self is using the past as one great reference point rather than a study session in a series of many.
Today, I'm in a better mood although my childhood friend and Instagram both implied (rather similarly) that I've got nothing to lose in reaching out to LOML in an attempt to clarify the issues that led to our falling out. I believe my fuck-ups and the perceptions of them were not really in line although … Continue reading My Life, the Hashtag
After writing about LOML, I feel kind of melancholy realizing I'm capable of the love I was given by him in my own way, but unable to express it to the one person most deserving of receiving that from me. I know now that my expectations of this person being "the one" create the feeling … Continue reading Worthiness & Purpose Pursuit
I am so ecstatic about all the connections I'm making within the healing, the lessons the confidence and renewed vigor for deep diving into myself! I am embracing through experience the connectivity... oneness of the universe (I know it sounds corny to some but really) of all living things and my optimism and openness are … Continue reading Chance Meetings & Synchronicity
I've been feeling more and more a sense of authentic and deserved confidence in myself as an individual and in the path I've chosen to pave for myself and embark upon. I am no longer afraid of not knowing what's ahead. I recognize my own ability to create healing from whatever circumstances I encounter. I … Continue reading Slow & Steady Revival of the True Self
What it do, kinfolk? I've been gradually reworking some plans and personal goals and using my creativity in different ways (i.e., outside the realm of writing) and had an idea for a regular podcast and I'm excited because it's slowly, but surely coming together. I don't want to give all the details because I'd like … Continue reading Poetries, Podcasting, & Politikin
something I need to prove... just persistently proofread.