Worthiness & Purpose Pursuit

After writing about LOML, I feel kind of melancholy realizing I’m capable of the love I was given by him in my own way, but unable to express it to the one person most deserving of receiving that from me. I know now that my expectations of this person being “the one” create the feeling of loss I’d spent so much time lingering in. The … Continue reading Worthiness & Purpose Pursuit

Warning… I’m about to vomit…

…a series of shadow work journaling and stream of conscious (SOC) posts that I’ve neglected to edit/publish from the past 6 months or so. I’m not sure how many of my followers follow my personal journey and how many follow for the astrological and poetry content so I just thought I’d warn ya so you can ignore if disinterested. I’ve come into a few epiphanies … Continue reading Warning… I’m about to vomit…

‘Rolling in the Deep’

So a ‘friend’ essentially stopped talking out of the blue without an explanation after being kind of testy beforehand.  I asked for an explanation repeatedly and was ignored and when the person finally decided they wanted to communicate, addressing the maltreatment wasn’t on their agenda. So now, there is no communication. Frankly, I don’t expect this sort of maladaptive response to processing his emotions is … Continue reading ‘Rolling in the Deep’

Slow & Steady Revival of the True Self

I’ve been feeling more and more a sense of authentic and deserved confidence in myself as an individual and in the path I’ve chosen to pave for myself and embark upon.  I am no longer afraid of not knowing what’s ahead.  I recognize my own ability to create healing from whatever circumstances I encounter.  I got a tarot reading today that confirmed I am to … Continue reading Slow & Steady Revival of the True Self

Releasing to Make Space for Receiving…

Lately, I’m beginning to get more clear on what I need for growth and fulfillment in all areas of life.  I’m being forced to recognized and accept that while frustrating and often painful, releasing ideas, material things, and even some relationships that no longer feel oriented toward growth and healing is necessary.  It’s a learning lesson and embodying the lesson is a stage in personal … Continue reading Releasing to Make Space for Receiving…