Today, I'm in a better mood although my childhood friend and Instagram both implied (rather similarly) that I've got nothing to lose in reaching out to LOML in an attempt to clarify the issues that led to our falling out. I believe my fuck-ups and the perceptions of them were not really in line although … Continue reading 9/29/17
I am not at all unclear about my failings in the visit to Pittsburgh, but aI almost feel it's for the best and it certainly taught me much about myself. I didn't embody or act on my own intentions to communicate openly and confidently what I did or didn't want or expect. A part of … Continue reading 8/8/17: Taking a Trip to Face the Shadow
When he’s seen your darkness and he still held you tight in his arms When screams and tears tore at his soul yet he stood tall with his shoulder over your trembling body and his voice contained When words of pain penetrated his being, but he received it with gentle calmness One knew they were […] … Continue reading When they’ve seen your darkness… — RAW PAGAN
I really enjoy observing and hearing from this man. That's a problem. Red flags are flapping and flying in abundance, but there's also much that has what seems like gravitational pull upon me. I hear the call of his shortcomings as much as his attributes and must consistently remind self to disregard expectations and attachments … Continue reading 03.24.2017
Prompt: What are some ways you go about getting your needs met? Are these practices healthy? Do they help or hinder your growth? What are some needs that are not being met or how could you change your behavior to meet all your needs in a more healthy way?
There's never enough: Time, truth, words. You, though love, are always abundant.
He say, what she said; All words are made meaningless when hearts won't hear them.