Journal Entries, shadow work

So I’ve Been Bullet Journaling…

And I must say that for me, its both productive and meditative.  I have tried coloring mandalas (which I enjoy, but don't do enough to make a notable difference). I have fought a pretty constant struggle with self-discipline, financial responsibility, and self motivation in all areas of life.  A lot of these issues stem from a journey to… Continue reading So I’ve Been Bullet Journaling…

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Journal Entries, shadow work

Worthiness & Purpose Pursuit

After writing about LOML, I feel kind of melancholy realizing I'm capable of the love I was given by him in my own way, but unable to express it to the one person most deserving of receiving that from me. I know now that my expectations of this person being "the one" create the feeling… Continue reading Worthiness & Purpose Pursuit

Journal Entries, shadow work

Chance Meetings & Synchronicity

I am so ecstatic about all the connections I'm making within the healing, the lessons the confidence and renewed vigor for deep diving into myself! I am embracing through experience the connectivity... oneness of the universe (I know it sounds corny to some but really) of all living things and my optimism and openness are… Continue reading Chance Meetings & Synchronicity

Journal Entries, shadow work

New Moon in Leo 7/22-23: What is Abundance to Me?

"The greatest discovery of all time is that a person can change his future by merely changing his attitude." - Oprah Winfrey An abundant life is one that is balanced, where holistic healing and abundance is present. That means stability in all major areas of life. As this is my birthday season and a double… Continue reading New Moon in Leo 7/22-23: What is Abundance to Me?

Journal Entries, shadow work

Passivity, Aggression, and Passive Aggression: A Self-Reflection…

We are sub-tweeting our families, friends, and lovers because we don't want to deal with the consequences of expressing our discontent or disagreement with their ideas and behavior, outlook or lifestyle. We ignore calls or partially answer questions. We lie by omission, withhold sex, and treat our children as bargaining tools.... When our actions toward others feel limited by our conditioning, when our understanding or sense of being understood, accepted, appreciated and valued come into question, how do our internal reactions, expectations, and thought processes determine the degree to which we authentically and directly express ourselves to others?