And I must say that for me, its both productive and meditative. I have tried coloring mandalas (which I enjoy, but don't do enough to make a notable difference). I have fought a pretty constant struggle with self-discipline, financial responsibility, and self motivation in all areas of life. A lot of these issues stem from a journey to … Continue reading So I’ve Been Bullet Journaling…
In the last year planetary energy (specifically the Leo/Aquarius Nodal change and eclipses and the end of my Saturn return), combined with my personal pursuit of internal peace through shadow work, emotional growth through release, and spiritual study and evolution has provided me with some eye-opening, game changing, and ultimately necessary truths. The insights I've come into … Continue reading 2018 Personal Mantra
Part of the problem with new beginnings or starting over and rebuilding the self is using the past as one great reference point rather than a study session in a series of many.
What you disparage and dislike about yourselves is your egoic side, the part of you that judges, and then condemns what it judges. But that is always self-judgment, even if it is disguised by being projected out onto another whom you perceive as wrong, bad, or misbehaving by the standards that you have set for … Continue reading Saul: Knowing Yourselves is a Major Aspect of Your Awakening Process — Era of Light
Today, I'm in a better mood although my childhood friend and Instagram both implied (rather similarly) that I've got nothing to lose in reaching out to LOML in an attempt to clarify the issues that led to our falling out. I believe my fuck-ups and the perceptions of them were not really in line although … Continue reading My Life, the Hashtag
After writing about LOML, I feel kind of melancholy realizing I'm capable of the love I was given by him in my own way, but unable to express it to the one person most deserving of receiving that from me. I know now that my expectations of this person being "the one" create the feeling … Continue reading Worthiness & Purpose Pursuit
I am so ecstatic about all the connections I'm making within the healing, the lessons the confidence and renewed vigor for deep diving into myself! I am embracing through experience the connectivity... oneness of the universe (I know it sounds corny to some but really) of all living things and my optimism and openness are … Continue reading Chance Meetings & Synchronicity