So a 'friend' essentially stopped talking out of the blue without an explanation after being kind of testy beforehand. I asked for an explanation repeatedly and was ignored and when the person finally decided they wanted to communicate, addressing the maltreatment wasn't on their agenda. So now, there is no communication. Frankly, I don't expect … Continue reading 9/1/17 ‘Rolling in the Deep’
I spent the morning lounging around, then getting coffee @Starbucks while copying notes and such from one planner to another because it made me feel as if I was being productive while actually accomplishing nothing. Now, I'm in the library about to do some tarot study for the 1st Leo New Moon. I'm going to … Continue reading 7/23/17 Journal: Newness Pending
Because anybody who enters now must catch my wave. I want to bring in a healthy, passionate, long-lasting lover into my life that grows me respects me, and sees me clearly. I want to invest in someone who also wants to be seen by me so we may relearn intimacy. Getting lost and found in … Continue reading To bring love to me I learn to love me.
Prompt: What are some ways you go about getting your needs met? Are these practices healthy? Do they help or hinder your growth? What are some needs that are not being met or how could you change your behavior to meet all your needs in a more healthy way?
Journaling Prompt: Brainstorm a list of circumstances and people surrounding your recurring pattern. For example, do you tend to attach yourself to "the wrong kind of person", when you're scared and insecure, or happy and unguarded? What was happening in your life just before and after each occurrence. Circle(I'm coloring them) surrounding circumstances that seem … Continue reading AWWJE: Patterns & Personalities
... than the weight of carrying your old self around in search of the new within you. There is no task more daunting and yet more necessary and more powerful than acceptance in the face of that discovery. NO act is more important on a path to authenticity than letting go of the old you … Continue reading There is no feeling more heavy…
...things based on how emotionally attached I was/am in the moment. There are moments, phrases, feelings and situations I remember with glaring clarity. Every nuance of them replays in my mind like a record skipping under an old needle. It's not that they are always pleasant to remember (frankly, most aren't), but because of how … Continue reading I remember…