9/28/17 Worthiness & Purpose Pursuit

After writing about LOML, I feel kind of melancholy realizing I'm capable of the love I was given by him in my own way, but unable to express it to the one person most deserving of receiving that from me. I know now that my expectations of this person being "the one" create the feeling … Continue reading 9/28/17 Worthiness & Purpose Pursuit

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Saul: Knowing Yourselves is a Major Aspect of Your Awakening Process — Era of Light

What you disparage and dislike about yourselves is your egoic side, the part of you that judges, and then condemns what it judges.  But that is always self-judgment, even if it is disguised by being projected out onto another whom you perceive as wrong, bad, or misbehaving by the standards that you have set for … Continue reading Saul: Knowing Yourselves is a Major Aspect of Your Awakening Process — Era of Light

Passivity, Aggression, and Passive Aggression: A Self-Reflection…

We are sub-tweeting our families, friends, and lovers because we don't want to deal with the consequences of expressing our discontent or disagreement with their ideas and behavior, outlook or lifestyle. We ignore calls or partially answer questions. We lie by omission, withhold sex, and treat our children as bargaining tools.... When our actions toward others feel limited by our conditioning, when our understanding or sense of being understood, accepted, appreciated and valued come into question, how do our internal reactions, expectations, and thought processes determine the degree to which we authentically and directly express ourselves to others?