After writing about LOML, I feel kind of melancholy realizing I'm capable of the love I was given by him in my own way, but unable to express it to the one person most deserving of receiving that from me. I know now that my expectations of this person being "the one" create the feeling … Continue reading 9/28/17 Worthiness & Purpose Pursuit
I did my tarot reading for the new moon and the readings for others I've done recently have given me much clarity on the intentions I want to set for my own growth and healing and also the goals I want to set as I pursue my purpose. Mentally, spiritually, emotionally, and financially. Foundation building … Continue reading 8/20/17 The Healing Power of Engaging Intuition
There have been many epiphanies lately in light of my reflection on self sabotage, participation in essentially dissatisfying connections, and hesitancy when it comes to wholeheartedly pursuing my passions. I realize that a lot of these issues and behaviors are from a toxic and internalized belief that was re-iterated to me often as a child … Continue reading 8/18/17 Wake up! Your gift is calling…
I spent the morning lounging around, then getting coffee @Starbucks while copying notes and such from one planner to another because it made me feel as if I was being productive while actually accomplishing nothing. Now, I'm in the library about to do some tarot study for the 1st Leo New Moon. I'm going to … Continue reading 7/23/17 Journal: Newness Pending
What you disparage and dislike about yourselves is your egoic side, the part of you that judges, and then condemns what it judges. But that is always self-judgment, even if it is disguised by being projected out onto another whom you perceive as wrong, bad, or misbehaving by the standards that you have set for … Continue reading Saul: Knowing Yourselves is a Major Aspect of Your Awakening Process — Era of Light
https://youtu.be/1N5q0CI6L58 When you accept it fully and completely, your shadow can be your backbone and greatest ally.
We are sub-tweeting our families, friends, and lovers because we don't want to deal with the consequences of expressing our discontent or disagreement with their ideas and behavior, outlook or lifestyle. We ignore calls or partially answer questions. We lie by omission, withhold sex, and treat our children as bargaining tools.... When our actions toward others feel limited by our conditioning, when our understanding or sense of being understood, accepted, appreciated and valued come into question, how do our internal reactions, expectations, and thought processes determine the degree to which we authentically and directly express ourselves to others?