I am "crawling up the walls inside" again. There's a sense of restlessness that comes and goes in waves. I keep thinking to myself "There's something I need to do, I think, but what?" Even as I began writing about it, I had an epiphany. This is the urge to initiate. So many plans made, … Continue reading Very Necessary Reminders
Sometimes, in life something happens to us, or around us, or we act in a way that brings results that change not only the way we see but how we go about looking and being seen by the world. Relationships teach us, events awaken us, words penetrate us. Suddenly, we are unfamiliar to ourselves. There's … Continue reading Some time(s)
I was proud of myself for having completed a great majority of the menial tasks I set for myself over the weekend. When you deal with true depression, sometimes just taking good care of yourself and personal business is a feat unto itself. Lately I've been fighting off a true depressive episode, complete with hiding … Continue reading 03.27.2017
I fall like Oak leaves, sprouting bright again in spring. The winter is cold... Snow, though is water that lasts long to propel later growth.
Wax, wane, and wander. Tides are turning with old leaves; Past eclipsed by now.
Wind blows me daily. Sun counts all our days alike. Still, I can't let go.
sunburnt blisters on my surface, lying desolate in the tail winds of incessant regret as pustules of broken dreams fertilize these sprouts; wildflowers growing through holes in my consciousness, permeating my heart with this rage, chafing raw the sensual glow of flesh as it bleeds disdain to replace the longing for hindsights that manifest themselves … Continue reading I am a soul resisting light,…