Very Necessary Reminders

I am “crawling up the walls inside” again.  There’s a sense of restlessness that comes and goes in waves.  I keep thinking to myself “There’s something I need to do, I think, but what?” Even as I began writing about it, I had an epiphany.  This is the urge to initiate.  So many plans made, so many ideas, goals, feelings and insights, shouldn’t I be … Continue reading Very Necessary Reminders

03.27.2017

I was proud of myself for having completed a great majority of the menial tasks I set for myself over the weekend. When you deal with true depression, sometimes just taking good care of yourself and personal business is a feat unto itself. Lately I’ve been fighting off a true depressive episode, complete with hiding and shower skips. The fact that after taking care of … Continue reading 03.27.2017

S.o.c. 5/16/15

“Its okay to be your own focus.” I say to myself during each moment of divine clarity that pass so swiftly im reminded acutely of cowardice in past time regarding all markers of personal progression. Ive made a vow to dwell there no other reason than to learn. Thus I digress.  Let me not revel in befores with my hopes mounted, but with each epiphany … Continue reading S.o.c. 5/16/15