AstreauxBytch, Journal Entries

Very Necessary Reminders

I am "crawling up the walls inside" again.  There's a sense of restlessness that comes and goes in waves.  I keep thinking to myself "There's something I need to do, I think, but what?" Even as I began writing about it, I had an epiphany.  This is the urge to initiate.  So many plans made,… Continue reading Very Necessary Reminders

Journal Entries, shadow work

03.27.2017

I was proud of myself for having completed a great majority of the menial tasks I set for myself over the weekend. When you deal with true depression, sometimes just taking good care of yourself and personal business is a feat unto itself. Lately I've been fighting off a true depressive episode, complete with hiding… Continue reading 03.27.2017

Poems In Progress, Where Is Woo? Daily Haiku

10/7/15 7:53 am “Ground Water Alchemy”

I fall like Oak leaves, sprouting bright again in spring. The winter is cold... Snow, though is water that lasts long to propel later growth.

Poems In Progress, Stream of Conscious (SOC)

S.o.c. 5/16/15

"Its okay to be your own focus." I say to myself during each moment of divine clarity that pass so swiftly im reminded acutely of cowardice in past time regarding all markers of personal progression. Ive made a vow to dwell there no other reason than to learn. Thus I digress.  Let me not revel… Continue reading S.o.c. 5/16/15