I am "crawling up the walls inside" again. There's a sense of restlessness that comes and goes in waves. I keep thinking to myself "There's something I need to do, I think, but what?" Even as I began writing about it, I had an epiphany. This is the urge to initiate. So many plans made, … Continue reading Very Necessary Reminders
I was proud of myself for having completed a great majority of the menial tasks I set for myself over the weekend. When you deal with true depression, sometimes just taking good care of yourself and personal business is a feat unto itself. Lately I've been fighting off a true depressive episode, complete with hiding … Continue reading 03.27.2017
I fall like Oak leaves, sprouting bright again in spring. The winter is cold... Snow, though is water that lasts long to propel later growth.
I ask but one thing of you, only one, That always you will be my dream of you; That never shall I wake to find untrue All this I have believed and rested on, Forever vanished, like a vision gone Out into the night. Alas, how few There are who strike in us a chord … Continue reading Amy Lowell “To A Friend”
Wax, wane, and wander. Tides are turning with old leaves; Past eclipsed by now.
"Its okay to be your own focus." I say to myself during each moment of divine clarity that pass so swiftly im reminded acutely of cowardice in past time regarding all markers of personal progression. Ive made a vow to dwell there no other reason than to learn. Thus I digress. Let me not revel … Continue reading S.o.c. 5/16/15