Journal Entries, shadow work

So I’ve Been Bullet Journaling…

And I must say that for me, its both productive and meditative.  I have tried coloring mandalas (which I enjoy, but don't do enough to make a notable difference). I have fought a pretty constant struggle with self-discipline, financial responsibility, and self motivation in all areas of life.  A lot of these issues stem from a journey to… Continue reading So I’ve Been Bullet Journaling…

Journal Entries, shadow work

2018 Personal Mantra

In the last year planetary energy (specifically the Leo/Aquarius Nodal change and eclipses and the end of my Saturn return), combined with my personal pursuit of internal peace through shadow work, emotional growth through release, and spiritual study and evolution has provided me with some eye-opening, game changing, and ultimately necessary truths.  The insights I've come into… Continue reading 2018 Personal Mantra

Journal Entries, shadow work

Worthiness & Purpose Pursuit

After writing about LOML, I feel kind of melancholy realizing I'm capable of the love I was given by him in my own way, but unable to express it to the one person most deserving of receiving that from me. I know now that my expectations of this person being "the one" create the feeling… Continue reading Worthiness & Purpose Pursuit

Journal Entries, shadow work

Chance Meetings & Synchronicity

I am so ecstatic about all the connections I'm making within the healing, the lessons the confidence and renewed vigor for deep diving into myself! I am embracing through experience the connectivity... oneness of the universe (I know it sounds corny to some but really) of all living things and my optimism and openness are… Continue reading Chance Meetings & Synchronicity

Journal Entries, shadow work

‘Rolling in the Deep’

So a 'friend' essentially stopped talking out of the blue without an explanation after being kind of testy beforehand.  I asked for an explanation repeatedly and was ignored and when the person finally decided they wanted to communicate, addressing the maltreatment wasn't on their agenda. So now, there is no communication. Frankly, I don't expect… Continue reading ‘Rolling in the Deep’

Journal Entries, shadow work, Uncategorized

“Accountable”

I’m aware I really miss what I thought I saw. I invested in an illusion born of impatience, projected my desires onto someone w/similar issues to mine instead of becoming the person I truly desire to attract and accepting that energy when it presented itself… I failed in that too. It wasn’t yet my energy… Continue reading “Accountable”